Exams~

Yeah!

I'm a little bit free today because my exam is going to end soon!!

Yahooooo!! Lolll..

But yeah.. End soon doesn't mean my exam is already end.. loll

So I'm supposed to be sitting in front of my table and studying now.. Haha!

But well.. Guess what?

Today is Tuesday..

I already done with 10 papers which consist of 5 subjects including MUET of course.. loll

So I only have 1 more paper to go!

And that paper is on Thursday..

1 and a half day is free for me! Enough time to study~~~~~

So no worries.. ^^ hahaha

Hey.. Guess what..

I never thought that I could really do this..

But I DID! Hahaha..

I had 5 sleepless night last week from Monday to Saturday..

Omg! Imagine every nights from 12am you're sitting in front of your table and study till 5am..

My brain could burst at anytime wei..

But fortunately that it's worth for me to do so..

Because I could actually answered mostly of the questions.. hehehe!

Anyway anyhow..

Do not worry about me or my health..

After I reach home after my exam..

Obviously I would take a long nap in order to charge back my brain power.. haha!

And that nap can actually took for 6 hours or less? xD

Alright guys..

Enough for today..

Here I am to wish everyone whom is having exams this month..

GooD LucK!!!!!!! =)

Truly ,

>>> Syan <<<

( Time : 1717 )

Imperfect..

Hey! I'm here again!

Or I should say.. Huo Syan is BACK! =) hahahaha

Let's share something new again today! =)

My holidays have just started!

That would be a good news to me..

Secondly.. Although I have 2 weeks of holidays..

I can't really enjoy much..

Cause right after my holidays..

My exam starts!

What a sad case~ =( Lolll

Anyway.. Study for future is good..

So that I can live a better future =)

Haha!

That's all wei..

Kinda busy with studies lately..

Written by,

>>> Sy@n <<< ( 2340 )

Lifeless~

Hmmmm..

I realize something new about me again recently..

I used to be very happy who has the ability to laugh 24 hours/ 7days..

Without realizing that himself actually has such wonderful ability.. Lollll

Lately, I don't laugh much in school or anywhere..

I know it started since 3 months after the Lower 6 joint in..

But obviously it's not their fault for making my life in that way..

I heard many jokes from my friends.. But still..

My face remain the same old look..

Cause of stress may be?

Exam is coming soon?

Missing someone?

Can't wait to finish my STPM?

Can't wait to go for a vacation?

Arghhhh!

Sad case dude~ lolll

Anyhow anyway..

Yeah I admit.. I miss you~

And still.. I'm asking myself today..

Why could this happened to us?

I thought we treated each other just as sweet as sugar? lolll

Looking back to my 2010 Genting Album in my Laptop..

I barely could express my feelings~

Looking at your smile whenever you're taking picture with me..

Your smile is just so perfect to melt my heart into liquid..

But however I miss you doesn't mean I'm giving you chance..
Just forget me as what you're trying to do now as I can see =)





I know myself can't forget all these memories no matter how hard I try..
So let's treasure all these memories down under the sand and never dig it out again.. ^^

By the way..

Should be wondering why am I so free today to blog? Haha

The reason is..

I hardly could left my blog to rest in peace~ xD

And yeah.. I got no mood to study for the moment..

So yeah.. blogging to release something out =) haha!

Alright wei.. Time for studies~
Tata~

>>> Sy@n <<< ( Time : 1802 )

Time Square~

Omg..

After so long never been to Time Square..

Today I been there again..

Time Square seems to be like a new place to me.. LOL!

Not that surprise la actually..

Cause I really very long never been to Time Square already..

Recently I always loiter around Cheras area..

Hmmmm.. Again!

Today I saw so many couples sweetly walking around..

I was thinking..

I used to be like them.. But why today........ Hmmm

Wth! What for I care about them? =.=

As long my life is not lifeless.. lol

But anyhow..

I seriously wish to fill in the spaces that I have between my fingers..

It's quite miserable to be alone sometimes.. =(

oOpss.. I forgot!

Other than going to Time Square..

I did go to my school for the Ping Pong tournament in the morning..

Because I've participated as a player and also the referee for the day! =) Haha!

Although I never won in the match but at least I gained experience..

I felt the feeling of being panic before the tournament starts..

And most importantly is I had my fun =) hehe

Well..

Fun time is over again..

Now it's the time I back to my studies! =) haha!

Chiong!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Written by ,

>>> Sy@n <<<

Bertahan Nafsu..

Arghhh!

I wanna go Redang!

I wanna go there!

I wanna go here!

Unfortunately I must stay at home for this 4 months because of..

STUDIES!

Hmmm.. Study study study..

When can I come out to the society and work?

Life seriously ain't easy at all..

Wish life could be easier if I work hard..

God! Look at me!

I'm working hard here!

Please do not let me down.. =(

Written by,

>>> Sy@n <<< ( 0243 hours )

Back to the post I posted last 2 days..

Hmmmm..

Yeah I actually mentioned "I can't forgive you at all "

But at that very moment..

That anger I have with me is unexplainable..

I could not resist to the answer he gave me..

Chances have been given to u again again and again..

Why can't u put down everything and tell me the answer that I wanted?

Or u don't understand the hints I gave u?

There is a phrase for Chinese to say..

" You need me to draw out the whole picture only you know what I draw?

Hmmmmm..

But anyway anyhow..

I'm okay now..

Just think back about it..

I'm kinda stupid to think in that way.. haha!

My new life has been started..

Let it continue to move on.. ^^

And let's take back my words..

You're forgiven now .. ^^

And yeah.. Friends Forever!

I would take you as my close friend btw ^^

Live life like never had before! Weeee~

Written by,

>>> Sy@n <<< ( 11.05pm )

To a friend of mine who hurts me loads! lol

After I heard those stories from him..

I hate you even more wei..

I do not know why..

I can't forgive u at all now..

But eventually I'm still a friend of yours of course..

I just can't believe it!

Omg! I need a friend to talk about this wei..

But obviously I can't because it's a secret..

As a promised to myself..

I will never tell out secret unless its necessary for me to do so..

Huo Syan! Forget about her laaa.. Aiyo

Go for a new tree ^^ hehe

Chances are not there for you anymore as you never appreciate it..

Today I finally got my answer! haha!

I will still care for you as how I care for friends anyway..

Yeah friend.. =)

There is no other speciality about you for me anymore..

" Let the words remain unsaid "

Weeeee, Truly,

>>> Sy@n <<< ^^ ( 3.29 am )

Hmmm..

Arghhh! School!!

Wake up early.. Reached school latest by 7.05am..

Because that's the latest time for me to sign in for my duty..

I mean my duty as a prefect in school.. lollll

I rarely like to touch about my personal problems in my blog..

But today I have to..

Because there is something I could not stand it anymore..

When I was in form 3 and 4..

I was darn committed as much as I can to the Prefectorial board..

Even if I have to stay up late after school hours to prepare some kind of event..

I will still choose to stay because I love the board..

And I know it's fun to stay =)

When I go up to form 5..

I've changed~

A new relationship has brought up to me..

She let me understand what is " Love " all about..

Friends let me understand what should we live for..

Family let me understand what is "Care" all about..

Yeah.. I still committed to the board anyway..

But not as much as I did in Form 3 and 4..

Well.. Everything is past now..

Let's talk about the current board..

As I can see..

The board is slacking like going down the drain..

I could not find any sense of Unity in this board anymore..

When I was in lower 6..

Starting of lower 6 I mean..

I still care for the board as I missed the board so much after I leave the board for err..

7 months? 8 months? whatever.. loll

Criticism is everywhere in this board which I hate like ******* hell!

When I was slacking.. Yeah I admit I slack sometimes..

Can you guys please like boost up my passion instead of stepping me down?

Every time after a PREFECT step me down..

The more I hate this board wei..

I know I am being immatured..

But what I feel? I cant really express my feelings to any prefects?

Backstabber is everywhere..

Should I suffer myself and stall everything inside my heart? WHAT FOR?

Those days in Form 3 and 4.. I missed it so much wei..

I can stay back after school EVERYDAY just to share my problems with my friends( Prefects )..

And eventually my friends succeed in comforting me =) Haha!

Oh well..

I'm leaving the board next week anyway..

Which means I'm retiring.. =) haha!

I should not care so much about it anymore..

Let's just concentrate to my studies now ..

Huo Syan! Gambateh! =) haha!

I don't wanna talk so much here because I don't know which backstabber will going to view my blog later and being sensitive after reading it.. Haha!

Alright.. that's all wei..

Peace~ ^^

Truly .....

>>> Sy@n <<<

Oh mannn..

Oh well..

I do not know why and I do not really wanna know why..

But I miss you~

Omg! Huo Syan!

Don't tell me you are falling in love again..

Remember that you have a pledge with you.. =)

>>> Sy@n <<<

Holidays is Over!

Loll..

Holidays is over.. Sad case..

But anyway.. I had my fun..

I really did enjoy much..

I'm satisfied with it although it's only 2 weeks of holidays..

But it's enough.. =) hehe

Well..

School starts again..

Today is my 3rd day of school after holidays..

I already got some of my exam papers which I've been waiting for like decades..

I actually don't feel like taking the papers.. but at the same time..

I wanna know my marks! Arghh!! I hate this feelings.. LOL

Friends~

I guess you had the same feelings with me right? =) hehe

Okay.. Let's go to the conclusion..

I'm satisfied with my marks..

And actually it got better than I expected.. xD loll

Only for some blardy papers like business studies..

I really darn pissed off with the marks.. zzzzzzz

If you wanna know about it then ask me personally ba..

Cause I don't feel like telling here..

Soweeee~ xD hehe

Alright..

That's all I would like to touch today.. =)

Anyway.. I see many people are being moody recently..

I do not know why and I do not wanna know why.. xD

But I hope that you could laugh all day long instead of being moody and causing you to grow more white hairs.. loll

Cheer up guys! =) hehe

Smiling me~

>>> HuO Sy@n <<<

Exam is Over!

Yeshhh!

Exam is finally over..! =)

Wa laoo.. I can tell you..

This time my exam is like having STPM already..

Because I really scared la..

Some more 1 week before the exam happened such nonsense thing on me..

It could considered as the "best" birthday present I ever had.. == zzzz

I will never forget my 19th birthday..

Lolll..

Anyway.. Exam is over..

Yet I don't understand what for I continue to go school..

May be for 1 reason..

I don't wanna stay at home..

Staying at home is boring I know..

But can sleep as long as you want..

U can watch TV..

Play Facebook..

Friends for sale.. Bla bla bla..

However.. All these is actually NOTHING la!

I'm so lifeless if continue to be like this..

Go school.. At least can joke around with friends..

Tighten our friends relationships..

You can even sleep in the class if teacher is not teaching.. xD Haha

Joke with teacher also if you're able to do so.. lol

So what for staying at home?

Enjoy my last teenage man!

Although I'm having a very unlucky year for this year..

Sad case wei.. Lolllll..

Truly,

>>> Sy@n <<<

Unexpected 2

Loll..

After being single..

I quite enjoy actually..

Cause I seriously missed being single a lots..!

Unlike being in relationship..

I can't even go out with girl 1 on 1..

Can't praise a girl..

In this 2 years..

I don't know how many invitations I had rejected..

Sorry guys~ =( lolll..

Anyway..

From this moment onwards..

I will go no matter what happens..

Unless something bad happens.. xD Haha

Alright.. That's all for now..

I'm going out to celebrate my Wesak Day! =)

oO ya!

Happy Wesak Day! haha =)

Hehe.. C ya

Unexpected..

Hey all..

I'm here again! To relive my blog! =)

Recently I have a new diary with me..

So that's the reason why my blog is not updated..

Sorry for everything.. But anyhow anyway..

I'm here again at last to share my experiences.. =) hehe

For this past few weeks..

I'm seriously very down..

Moodless to do everything..

I supposingly should revive my blog by 13/June/2010..

Because my diary gonna stop on that day exactly..

But I have actually make it earlier..

Things had changed..

No point for me to continue my diary anymore..

Because the person not gonna read it anyway..

I got many question in my mind still..

But it seems that she would rather let me curious about it instead of telling me..

Here are some of it :

How heartless are you?

Why I lost?

Why are you so excited to the boys over there?

Can you forget about them for me?

Why can't u forget them?

How could you really forget our efforts together?

It's been awhile since we have together.. How could you forget the days we had together?

Why the person I met you at first not the person I know today!?

Why could I actually ignore every pretty girls I met just for you?

I Form 5.. Working.. National service.. Form 6.. Camp..

I dun think you'll understand how much I cherish you.. But my friends do..

I have never gave up on you..

But you have let me down..

I promise to myself..

No matter what could possibly happens to us..

We let solve it together..

Problems are created to be solved.. Not to be ignored..!

But you has chose to ignored.. How sad am I? =(

I just wanted to get a true love and treat her with whole heartedly..

What's wrong for doing that?

Why I got such a result? Haiz

If you could actually tell me everything and answer all these questions in my mind..

I would happily walk off and feel glad for you..

Because I know my Loved one gonna live an even happy life in the future..

Anyhow.. All these are just a dream which never gonna turns to reality.. haiz

AU HUO SYAN!

Just go on with your life..

And be a successful Man in your life..

" Don't because of a tree and you let go the whole forest "

>>> $y@n <<<

Accompany?

Today is the day for me to accompany my friend for a walk outside.. lol

So here is some photos =) hehe

How do I looks like? Comment pls? hehe

Eh.. I never know inside Lrt got Cctv.. LOL

Genting! =)

I will feel darn sorry for myself if I never post this out.. xD Hehe
Yeah.. Genting!
Finally I get to go Genting with my Loved One after so many trip have been canceled..
Lolll..
Lets start with :

Day 1
Reached Genting at around 1.30pm..
Omg.. So early.. Because the check in time for hotel is 3.30pm..
Anyway.. We stil get the room at 5pm due to some inconvenient matter..
So after got our rooms..
Done some preparation..
Then seow and my brothers appears..
But they only stay there till the next day..
Means they only stay for 1 night.. loll
Dinner time end at around 8pm..
Then we start our arcade games..
Then all tired and so went back to hotel to have our relaxation =)
Haha.. Means wash up la.. loll
After washing up..
Then poker time.. Of course with money along..
Poker ain't fun without money xD Hahaha
Play till around 2am..
Then I have a walk with my Babe outside and have a drink with her at Starbucks..
So darn happy. hahaha
Then back to our room at 4am sth I guess..
Omg! There is people still awake in the room.. lolll
Then Shan and I ask her to accompany us to have a walk outside..
We planned to hang around till 9am..
Which is the time for us to go Theme Park! =) haha
But guess what..
We only can survived till 7am plus..
Feel darn sleepy after that..
So end up.. We went back to our rooms to have at least 1 hour sleep.. =) lolll

Day 2
Nothing much to speak here today..
Just theme park the whole day.. =)

Day 3
Wake up early in the morning..
Around 9.30am..
Wash up..
Preparation..
Home sweet home.. =)

Pictures! :

I dare to play in this condition! U dare? =) Haha

Loll

Queuing for Space Shot.. =)

My life ain't perfect without her..

Starbucks.. =) Hehe

My Feelings..

Alright..
I have my 2 last n toughest papers tomoro..
Yet I still can blog here..
But it's ok..
Cause I already prepare for these 2 papers =)
No worries.. Weee~ haha

Well.. As I can see..
I do not always blog here like I really have nothing better to do..
But! Today Im here.. That's because I have some feelings to express..
This week is my exam week..
And I supposed to keep study study and study while forget about my laptop, favorite TV shows and whatsoever..
I failed to do so and Im so busy with some others things..
My STPM is coming..
I have to take it very seriously..
Cause its judge my future..
I have my plans for my future.. But seems that my family is not supporting me..
I have a problem to share..
But who is the most suitable person I can share?
After I shared.. What would the person think of me?
Pity? Joking? Regretted to know me? or whatever..
Yea I know Im childish to think such thing like that..
But come on.. That's normal for human being..
I have being independent since the last day I cried and that time I was just a little kid..
Then how long I still have to get along with this freaking life?
I fed up wei..
My life is getting tougher each and everyday..
I really wants to tell God that..
I HAD ENOUGH! Give me a Break wei! = =
lolll..

Yeah! Im just being moody =) ..
Back to study .. Hehe Bye~

Weeee~

>>> Posted for 06/03/10 <<<

Omg!
Today is fantastic!
In the morning.. I got my exam..
But probably I can guess my result d.. lolll
Then in the afternoon..
I meet my gf n my gf's siblings.. LOL
I was so curious at that time..
I was wondering what could possibly happens..
Hahaha..

Huo Syan!
Be positive my bro! ==

Then in the Night..
I got my favorite show in the astro.. =)
Hehe..

Take a look at my favorite Pics while u're free.. =)

=) Hehe

Btw.. I got my new hair cut! =) Hehe

Missing you..

Recently..
I realized that actually I have nothing to regret and worry about..
Currently what I have is a precious gift from God..
All the obstacles I faced is a lesson from God..
All my friends I met is a motivation from God..
And of course.. The Life Partner I met is a True Love I ever felt..

Yesterday was a history..
Today is a gift..
Tomorrow is a mystery..
But each and everyday is my Valentine's Day..

Today is the last day of Chinese New Year in the year 2010..
And also 699 days I with my Loved One!
So my dear! If you're here reading my blog..
I would like to let you know..
How meaningful is my 3 words meant for you!
I Love You! =)

Babe Forever! =)

Wisma Genting.. loll

Plan to go Wisma Genting n ask whether is there any room still available in first world's hotel or not..
Yeah I know.. I know today is public holiday..
But I just give a try only..
No doubt what.. hehe
Anyway.. Today so coincident my best buddy Jack jack also in Time Square..
So I go find him n accompany me to Wisma Genting..
But guess what.. I follow his gang till almost forget about the time already..
So in the end..
That Jack is not free to go with me.. So I go myself..
Jack will wait for my returns.. LOL
Anyway.. Lazy to type so much la..

Because I have no mood to blog today..
Exam is just around the corner..
Worried ma.. loll
So.. I shall stop here n enjoy sum photo below =)
Hehe..

I just dun know why I love this pic! =) Hehe

Brother's Night.. Lolll

>>> Posted for 30/01/10 ~ 31/01/10 <<<

Lollll..
Actually on the 30/01/10..
Around 8pm..
My friends and I .. Just planned to go play basketball nearby my house..
But Guess what.. Once I reach the basketball court..
Then they tell me they got to go d.. zzzz
They say wanna go clubbing.. LOLLL
Clubbing what laaa..
Wasting money..
Wasting energy..
Let gf scold..
Better sleep at home la.. Then tomoro wake up in the morning..
Fresh and smiley on ur face =) Weeee ..
Haha
So I decided.. I said..
" Brothers.. Im so sorry.. I cant go la.. Sien kao la.. lolll "
Then after a few minutes discussion..
So.. Oni Patrick go..
Me and Kenny dun wan go.. loll
BUt in the end..
Patrick kena ffk by his friends pulak.. Hahaha
So end up again..
We go watch midnight movie.. LOL
What a sudden decision.. Hahaha

So here are some photos =)

Pasar Malam Tai Kor.. Haha

Pasar Pagi Tai Kor.. xD Hehe

Patrick's Cupboard.. Hehe