Arghhh! School!!
Wake up early.. Reached school latest by 7.05am..
Because that's the latest time for me to sign in for my duty..
I mean my duty as a prefect in school.. lollll
I rarely like to touch about my personal problems in my blog..
But today I have to..
Because there is something I could not stand it anymore..
When I was in form 3 and 4..
I was darn committed as much as I can to the Prefectorial board..
Even if I have to stay up late after school hours to prepare some kind of event..
I will still choose to stay because I love the board..
And I know it's fun to stay =)
When I go up to form 5..
I've changed~
A new relationship has brought up to me..
She let me understand what is " Love " all about..
Friends let me understand what should we live for..
Family let me understand what is "Care" all about..
Yeah.. I still committed to the board anyway..
But not as much as I did in Form 3 and 4..
Well.. Everything is past now..
Let's talk about the current board..
As I can see..
The board is slacking like going down the drain..
I could not find any sense of Unity in this board anymore..
When I was in lower 6..
Starting of lower 6 I mean..
I still care for the board as I missed the board so much after I leave the board for err..
7 months? 8 months? whatever.. loll
Criticism is everywhere in this board which I hate like ******* hell!
When I was slacking.. Yeah I admit I slack sometimes..
Can you guys please like boost up my passion instead of stepping me down?
Every time after a PREFECT step me down..
The more I hate this board wei..
I know I am being immatured..
But what I feel? I cant really express my feelings to any prefects?
Backstabber is everywhere..
Should I suffer myself and stall everything inside my heart? WHAT FOR?
Those days in Form 3 and 4.. I missed it so much wei..
I can stay back after school EVERYDAY just to share my problems with my friends( Prefects )..
And eventually my friends succeed in comforting me =) Haha!
Oh well..
I'm leaving the board next week anyway..
Which means I'm retiring.. =) haha!
I should not care so much about it anymore..
Let's just concentrate to my studies now ..
Huo Syan! Gambateh! =) haha!
I don't wanna talk so much here because I don't know which backstabber will going to view my blog later and being sensitive after reading it.. Haha!
Alright.. that's all wei..
Peace~ ^^
Truly .....
>>> Sy@n <<<
