Hmmm..

Arghhh! School!!

Wake up early.. Reached school latest by 7.05am..

Because that's the latest time for me to sign in for my duty..

I mean my duty as a prefect in school.. lollll

I rarely like to touch about my personal problems in my blog..

But today I have to..

Because there is something I could not stand it anymore..

When I was in form 3 and 4..

I was darn committed as much as I can to the Prefectorial board..

Even if I have to stay up late after school hours to prepare some kind of event..

I will still choose to stay because I love the board..

And I know it's fun to stay =)

When I go up to form 5..

I've changed~

A new relationship has brought up to me..

She let me understand what is " Love " all about..

Friends let me understand what should we live for..

Family let me understand what is "Care" all about..

Yeah.. I still committed to the board anyway..

But not as much as I did in Form 3 and 4..

Well.. Everything is past now..

Let's talk about the current board..

As I can see..

The board is slacking like going down the drain..

I could not find any sense of Unity in this board anymore..

When I was in lower 6..

Starting of lower 6 I mean..

I still care for the board as I missed the board so much after I leave the board for err..

7 months? 8 months? whatever.. loll

Criticism is everywhere in this board which I hate like ******* hell!

When I was slacking.. Yeah I admit I slack sometimes..

Can you guys please like boost up my passion instead of stepping me down?

Every time after a PREFECT step me down..

The more I hate this board wei..

I know I am being immatured..

But what I feel? I cant really express my feelings to any prefects?

Backstabber is everywhere..

Should I suffer myself and stall everything inside my heart? WHAT FOR?

Those days in Form 3 and 4.. I missed it so much wei..

I can stay back after school EVERYDAY just to share my problems with my friends( Prefects )..

And eventually my friends succeed in comforting me =) Haha!

Oh well..

I'm leaving the board next week anyway..

Which means I'm retiring.. =) haha!

I should not care so much about it anymore..

Let's just concentrate to my studies now ..

Huo Syan! Gambateh! =) haha!

I don't wanna talk so much here because I don't know which backstabber will going to view my blog later and being sensitive after reading it.. Haha!

Alright.. that's all wei..

Peace~ ^^

Truly .....

>>> Sy@n <<<