Christmas Eve & Christmas

Hi ! I'm lazy to type two post so I combine 2 days together =) hehe

Hmmmm..

Xmas Eve.. 24/12/2010

Let's see..

I actually never plan to do anything today..

But end up.. I still go out without any direction.. Haha!

Just went out to Leisure Mall for a short lunch with my buddies..

They are :

* Aaron Liew

* Terry Chan

* Kkloo

* Hon Yen

* Kenny

* Jun Hon

* One and Only Girl.. Kam Yin.. LOL!

After that.. Went for a movie with Kenny and Kkloo..

While the others go CC play their games.. Loll

What to do?

I cant join them..

Cause I don't like CC.. hoho

We watched the Tron !

Hmmmm.. Rating 7/10 ..

Boleh tahan laaa.. =) haha

Till then.. Fetch Kkloo back home then bring Kenny to Ampang Point..

Cause we wanna see shirts =)

Mana tahu when I reach there then this fella say wanna go pasar malam.. zzzz

Wasted to go Ampang Point.. so far ! =.=

So then.. have a short rest at mamak with Kenny again..

Then only we head to pasar malam..

So then it's time for home!

Ain't going back home so late cause I wan dinner with family! haha

Good boy me.. haha !

CHRISTMAS ! 25/12/2010

Lolll.. Never plan to go anywhere also actually..

My long-lost-friends wanted to meet me again..

Well.. I miss them too..

So I chose to go out with them =) haha!

Lazy to talk much here..

Here are some photos of us.. lol

Loll.. Too bad I din't bring my camera..

So I force to use phone camera..

Quality not that very good.. hmmmm

>>> Syan <<< ( 1945 )

Circumstances

Life is wonderful when we have nothing to worry about..

Ain't we? =) haha

But very sad to say that..

This could only happens when I am 15 and below..

But for now..

I am already 19..

Time flies wei..

I still remember when the time I entered high school..

I wonder when is the time I turn 18..

Wanted to drive eagerly..

Wanted to watch 18 movie..

Wanted to date a girl legally..

Never thought it could be that fast huh? lolll

Hmmmm.. Well..

Now it's already the last month of 2010! DECEMBER!

Which is my last year of teenage..

Again I thank God for granting me a present before Christmas..

I would appreciate her as how I appreciate everyone =)

Appreciate with what you have..

Rock my life man! ^^ haha

>>> Sy@n <<< ( 0242 )

Hmmm..

Well..

Huo syan!

Here I am to remind you bro!

There are another 8 more days for you to suffer..

Please do not feel distress at the moment!

On the 6th of Dec.. 4pm!

You may take off your tie and throw up in the air..

Go home and burn all the books that you have been wishing it to disappear..

And that time you can start to enjoy your lovely life as if there is no tomorrow..

I know you're missing her..

But patient bro..

There is always a time for her.. ^^

But for now! OPEN YOUR BOOK AND STUDY!!!

And guess what!?

She is totally deleted now..

How happy am I? =) haha!

>>> Sy@n <<< ( 0034 )

Abandoner ..

So sorry if I really neglecting you so much..

This is seriously not my style of caring you..

But STPM is pulling myself away from you..

As I can see that you really don't mind about it..

But hopefully it's true..

Don't mind if I tell you here that..

You're always flash through a second in my mind whenever I'm studying..

I just can't resist of not missing you.. lolll

Anyhow.. It's just a second xD Hehe

>>> Sy@n <<< ( 0127 hour )

Memorial..

If you are here right now reading my post..

I wish to let you know that..

Hmmm..

Do you remember during our Mid-term exam..

You ask me to your table and have a small chat with me..

When we are suppose to study for our next paper..

Which is MUET.. But it's okay..

It's just MUET.. LOL! xD

But it just too sad that..

Because of those words you told me during the Mid-Term exam..

I never dare to move on my 1st step..

Lollll.. Hmmm..

>>> Sy@n <<< ( 2240pm )

Song..

Today..

After hearing a song..

I remember a few persons in my life..

They used to be very.. VERY.. Close to me..

Showing the feeling of care towards me..

I feel so much appreciated..

I missed them badly.. =(

1st person..

She used to Sms me every single day..

Never even missed a day..

Having lunch together after school when we are from different school..

Running under the rain happily..

Although we are not in a relationship..

But we still care for each other as much as we can..

Breaking through obstacles together..

When she is granted to me..

I was regretted why would I never appreciate it properly..

Stupid dumbo me..

Till today.. I still remember what is the reason she gave me..

I know that reason was a way to let go of me..

Blaming myself for being so stupid..

But however.. I was too young at that moment..

Can't blame too much on me.. Sad~

2nd person..

She used to understand me as if she's ME! Haha

Always going tuition together..

Until the tuition teacher thought that as if my lesson can't go on without her.. LOL!

Chat on the phone for almost 1 hour plus?

Or may be more.. Loll

Share food together..

Many more I guess..

My feelings towards her is drastically increasing everyday..

Hoping that she could become my girlfriend one day later..

But it just too bad that..

Just because of she's my closest friend..

I do not feel like spoiling our relation..

So I would rather chose her as my friend more than being my girlfriend..

And yeah.. Now is still the same.. Hehe

Anyway.. If you are here reading this.. And if you know it's you..

Let's bring back the past!

Waiting for your invitation on your coming birthday ^^ hehe

3rd person ..

This girl no need to talk much laa..

She is the one and only girl has disappoint me the most..

I remember that I ask her before..

" What if one day I leave you? What you could possibly do? " Loll

She answered..

" I will be darn angry at you.. Hoping not to talk to you again.. "

Then I was so shocked..

But guess what?

After a long period of time (2 years 1 month 8 days).. This case has just happened inversely..

What the Tuuuuuu.. Haiz

But still I'm talking to her..

I'm a MAN dude! I should not be so dispirited.. Haha

4th person..

This one is special for me..

The 1st time I met you..

You was attracting enough to me..

I can't take my eyes off you..

2nd time I met you..

I held your hands..

3rd time I met you..

I starting to get shy with you xD

4th time I met you..

A movie with you? Hehe

5th time.. Alright.. That's all..

Continue to say.. It would be too obvious for you to know.. xD

5th person ..

This girl.. I've no idea why am I can be so close with her suddenly!

But yeah..she's awesome with her boy's attitude..

I don't she's a Tomboy..

I mean she's playful enough like a boy xD Haha

Well.. Being so close with her is one matter..

Any further relation with her is another matter..

But there is no other further relation with her I guess..

Cause I just don't feel to ...... Lolll

Any sad thing you would like to share..

Bring it on baby!..

As I have never rejected to borrow you my ears.. ^^

Haha..

6th person..

She is the greatest girl I ever met..

No matter what happen to me..

She is willing to help me at anytime..

We share things together..

Share our thoughts together..

Missing each other..

It's none other than my sister..

Chan Wei Suet! =) Haha!

I know you sure gonna screw me wei...

How long have we been together as Bro & Sis? xD Kaka!

I know 5 years plus only.. Lolll

7th person..

It would be my Brothers!!!

Hohoho..

U guys have never let me down wei..

Love you guys to the Max!

I am gonna get crazy with you guys in this year end wei..

Be prepared BOYS!

Hohohoho!

Appreciate with what you have now.. ^^

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

From : Sy@n >>> 1918 <<<

Sociable

Hmmmm..

I'm wondering now..

Why people will keep themselves going out everyday even when they are tired?

They won't get boring?

They no need to rest?

Example like me..

Weekdays busy with school stuffs..

Then let's rest during weekends!

But some people still wanna spend their time loitering outside the house..

Sien looooo.. Lolll..

People say I always go out to have fun..

Hey! Did I?

I don't even know myself going out that much..

Or may be sometimes I posted those 'Going out' post on Facebook wall..

That's where people judge me..

Omg! I feel so misunderstood..

Sien laaaa.. Better go study ba..

Byez~

Exams~

Yeah!

I'm a little bit free today because my exam is going to end soon!!

Yahooooo!! Lolll..

But yeah.. End soon doesn't mean my exam is already end.. loll

So I'm supposed to be sitting in front of my table and studying now.. Haha!

But well.. Guess what?

Today is Tuesday..

I already done with 10 papers which consist of 5 subjects including MUET of course.. loll

So I only have 1 more paper to go!

And that paper is on Thursday..

1 and a half day is free for me! Enough time to study~~~~~

So no worries.. ^^ hahaha

Hey.. Guess what..

I never thought that I could really do this..

But I DID! Hahaha..

I had 5 sleepless night last week from Monday to Saturday..

Omg! Imagine every nights from 12am you're sitting in front of your table and study till 5am..

My brain could burst at anytime wei..

But fortunately that it's worth for me to do so..

Because I could actually answered mostly of the questions.. hehehe!

Anyway anyhow..

Do not worry about me or my health..

After I reach home after my exam..

Obviously I would take a long nap in order to charge back my brain power.. haha!

And that nap can actually took for 6 hours or less? xD

Alright guys..

Enough for today..

Here I am to wish everyone whom is having exams this month..

GooD LucK!!!!!!! =)

Truly ,

>>> Syan <<<

( Time : 1717 )

Imperfect..

Hey! I'm here again!

Or I should say.. Huo Syan is BACK! =) hahahaha

Let's share something new again today! =)

My holidays have just started!

That would be a good news to me..

Secondly.. Although I have 2 weeks of holidays..

I can't really enjoy much..

Cause right after my holidays..

My exam starts!

What a sad case~ =( Lolll

Anyway.. Study for future is good..

So that I can live a better future =)

Haha!

That's all wei..

Kinda busy with studies lately..

Written by,

>>> Sy@n <<< ( 2340 )

Lifeless~

Hmmmm..

I realize something new about me again recently..

I used to be very happy who has the ability to laugh 24 hours/ 7days..

Without realizing that himself actually has such wonderful ability.. Lollll

Lately, I don't laugh much in school or anywhere..

I know it started since 3 months after the Lower 6 joint in..

But obviously it's not their fault for making my life in that way..

I heard many jokes from my friends.. But still..

My face remain the same old look..

Cause of stress may be?

Exam is coming soon?

Missing someone?

Can't wait to finish my STPM?

Can't wait to go for a vacation?

Arghhhh!

Sad case dude~ lolll

Anyhow anyway..

Yeah I admit.. I miss you~

And still.. I'm asking myself today..

Why could this happened to us?

I thought we treated each other just as sweet as sugar? lolll

Looking back to my 2010 Genting Album in my Laptop..

I barely could express my feelings~

Looking at your smile whenever you're taking picture with me..

Your smile is just so perfect to melt my heart into liquid..

But however I miss you doesn't mean I'm giving you chance..
Just forget me as what you're trying to do now as I can see =)





I know myself can't forget all these memories no matter how hard I try..
So let's treasure all these memories down under the sand and never dig it out again.. ^^

By the way..

Should be wondering why am I so free today to blog? Haha

The reason is..

I hardly could left my blog to rest in peace~ xD

And yeah.. I got no mood to study for the moment..

So yeah.. blogging to release something out =) haha!

Alright wei.. Time for studies~
Tata~

>>> Sy@n <<< ( Time : 1802 )

Time Square~

Omg..

After so long never been to Time Square..

Today I been there again..

Time Square seems to be like a new place to me.. LOL!

Not that surprise la actually..

Cause I really very long never been to Time Square already..

Recently I always loiter around Cheras area..

Hmmmm.. Again!

Today I saw so many couples sweetly walking around..

I was thinking..

I used to be like them.. But why today........ Hmmm

Wth! What for I care about them? =.=

As long my life is not lifeless.. lol

But anyhow..

I seriously wish to fill in the spaces that I have between my fingers..

It's quite miserable to be alone sometimes.. =(

oOpss.. I forgot!

Other than going to Time Square..

I did go to my school for the Ping Pong tournament in the morning..

Because I've participated as a player and also the referee for the day! =) Haha!

Although I never won in the match but at least I gained experience..

I felt the feeling of being panic before the tournament starts..

And most importantly is I had my fun =) hehe

Well..

Fun time is over again..

Now it's the time I back to my studies! =) haha!

Chiong!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Written by ,

>>> Sy@n <<<

Bertahan Nafsu..

Arghhh!

I wanna go Redang!

I wanna go there!

I wanna go here!

Unfortunately I must stay at home for this 4 months because of..

STUDIES!

Hmmm.. Study study study..

When can I come out to the society and work?

Life seriously ain't easy at all..

Wish life could be easier if I work hard..

God! Look at me!

I'm working hard here!

Please do not let me down.. =(

Written by,

>>> Sy@n <<< ( 0243 hours )

Back to the post I posted last 2 days..

Hmmmm..

Yeah I actually mentioned "I can't forgive you at all "

But at that very moment..

That anger I have with me is unexplainable..

I could not resist to the answer he gave me..

Chances have been given to u again again and again..

Why can't u put down everything and tell me the answer that I wanted?

Or u don't understand the hints I gave u?

There is a phrase for Chinese to say..

" You need me to draw out the whole picture only you know what I draw?

Hmmmmm..

But anyway anyhow..

I'm okay now..

Just think back about it..

I'm kinda stupid to think in that way.. haha!

My new life has been started..

Let it continue to move on.. ^^

And let's take back my words..

You're forgiven now .. ^^

And yeah.. Friends Forever!

I would take you as my close friend btw ^^

Live life like never had before! Weeee~

Written by,

>>> Sy@n <<< ( 11.05pm )

To a friend of mine who hurts me loads! lol

After I heard those stories from him..

I hate you even more wei..

I do not know why..

I can't forgive u at all now..

But eventually I'm still a friend of yours of course..

I just can't believe it!

Omg! I need a friend to talk about this wei..

But obviously I can't because it's a secret..

As a promised to myself..

I will never tell out secret unless its necessary for me to do so..

Huo Syan! Forget about her laaa.. Aiyo

Go for a new tree ^^ hehe

Chances are not there for you anymore as you never appreciate it..

Today I finally got my answer! haha!

I will still care for you as how I care for friends anyway..

Yeah friend.. =)

There is no other speciality about you for me anymore..

" Let the words remain unsaid "

Weeeee, Truly,

>>> Sy@n <<< ^^ ( 3.29 am )

Hmmm..

Arghhh! School!!

Wake up early.. Reached school latest by 7.05am..

Because that's the latest time for me to sign in for my duty..

I mean my duty as a prefect in school.. lollll

I rarely like to touch about my personal problems in my blog..

But today I have to..

Because there is something I could not stand it anymore..

When I was in form 3 and 4..

I was darn committed as much as I can to the Prefectorial board..

Even if I have to stay up late after school hours to prepare some kind of event..

I will still choose to stay because I love the board..

And I know it's fun to stay =)

When I go up to form 5..

I've changed~

A new relationship has brought up to me..

She let me understand what is " Love " all about..

Friends let me understand what should we live for..

Family let me understand what is "Care" all about..

Yeah.. I still committed to the board anyway..

But not as much as I did in Form 3 and 4..

Well.. Everything is past now..

Let's talk about the current board..

As I can see..

The board is slacking like going down the drain..

I could not find any sense of Unity in this board anymore..

When I was in lower 6..

Starting of lower 6 I mean..

I still care for the board as I missed the board so much after I leave the board for err..

7 months? 8 months? whatever.. loll

Criticism is everywhere in this board which I hate like ******* hell!

When I was slacking.. Yeah I admit I slack sometimes..

Can you guys please like boost up my passion instead of stepping me down?

Every time after a PREFECT step me down..

The more I hate this board wei..

I know I am being immatured..

But what I feel? I cant really express my feelings to any prefects?

Backstabber is everywhere..

Should I suffer myself and stall everything inside my heart? WHAT FOR?

Those days in Form 3 and 4.. I missed it so much wei..

I can stay back after school EVERYDAY just to share my problems with my friends( Prefects )..

And eventually my friends succeed in comforting me =) Haha!

Oh well..

I'm leaving the board next week anyway..

Which means I'm retiring.. =) haha!

I should not care so much about it anymore..

Let's just concentrate to my studies now ..

Huo Syan! Gambateh! =) haha!

I don't wanna talk so much here because I don't know which backstabber will going to view my blog later and being sensitive after reading it.. Haha!

Alright.. that's all wei..

Peace~ ^^

Truly .....

>>> Sy@n <<<

Oh mannn..

Oh well..

I do not know why and I do not really wanna know why..

But I miss you~

Omg! Huo Syan!

Don't tell me you are falling in love again..

Remember that you have a pledge with you.. =)

>>> Sy@n <<<

Holidays is Over!

Loll..

Holidays is over.. Sad case..

But anyway.. I had my fun..

I really did enjoy much..

I'm satisfied with it although it's only 2 weeks of holidays..

But it's enough.. =) hehe

Well..

School starts again..

Today is my 3rd day of school after holidays..

I already got some of my exam papers which I've been waiting for like decades..

I actually don't feel like taking the papers.. but at the same time..

I wanna know my marks! Arghh!! I hate this feelings.. LOL

Friends~

I guess you had the same feelings with me right? =) hehe

Okay.. Let's go to the conclusion..

I'm satisfied with my marks..

And actually it got better than I expected.. xD loll

Only for some blardy papers like business studies..

I really darn pissed off with the marks.. zzzzzzz

If you wanna know about it then ask me personally ba..

Cause I don't feel like telling here..

Soweeee~ xD hehe

Alright..

That's all I would like to touch today.. =)

Anyway.. I see many people are being moody recently..

I do not know why and I do not wanna know why.. xD

But I hope that you could laugh all day long instead of being moody and causing you to grow more white hairs.. loll

Cheer up guys! =) hehe

Smiling me~

>>> HuO Sy@n <<<

Exam is Over!

Yeshhh!

Exam is finally over..! =)

Wa laoo.. I can tell you..

This time my exam is like having STPM already..

Because I really scared la..

Some more 1 week before the exam happened such nonsense thing on me..

It could considered as the "best" birthday present I ever had.. == zzzz

I will never forget my 19th birthday..

Lolll..

Anyway.. Exam is over..

Yet I don't understand what for I continue to go school..

May be for 1 reason..

I don't wanna stay at home..

Staying at home is boring I know..

But can sleep as long as you want..

U can watch TV..

Play Facebook..

Friends for sale.. Bla bla bla..

However.. All these is actually NOTHING la!

I'm so lifeless if continue to be like this..

Go school.. At least can joke around with friends..

Tighten our friends relationships..

You can even sleep in the class if teacher is not teaching.. xD Haha

Joke with teacher also if you're able to do so.. lol

So what for staying at home?

Enjoy my last teenage man!

Although I'm having a very unlucky year for this year..

Sad case wei.. Lolllll..

Truly,

>>> Sy@n <<<

Unexpected 2

Loll..

After being single..

I quite enjoy actually..

Cause I seriously missed being single a lots..!

Unlike being in relationship..

I can't even go out with girl 1 on 1..

Can't praise a girl..

In this 2 years..

I don't know how many invitations I had rejected..

Sorry guys~ =( lolll..

Anyway..

From this moment onwards..

I will go no matter what happens..

Unless something bad happens.. xD Haha

Alright.. That's all for now..

I'm going out to celebrate my Wesak Day! =)

oO ya!

Happy Wesak Day! haha =)

Hehe.. C ya