Lifeless~

Hmmmm..

I realize something new about me again recently..

I used to be very happy who has the ability to laugh 24 hours/ 7days..

Without realizing that himself actually has such wonderful ability.. Lollll

Lately, I don't laugh much in school or anywhere..

I know it started since 3 months after the Lower 6 joint in..

But obviously it's not their fault for making my life in that way..

I heard many jokes from my friends.. But still..

My face remain the same old look..

Cause of stress may be?

Exam is coming soon?

Missing someone?

Can't wait to finish my STPM?

Can't wait to go for a vacation?

Arghhhh!

Sad case dude~ lolll

Anyhow anyway..

Yeah I admit.. I miss you~

And still.. I'm asking myself today..

Why could this happened to us?

I thought we treated each other just as sweet as sugar? lolll

Looking back to my 2010 Genting Album in my Laptop..

I barely could express my feelings~

Looking at your smile whenever you're taking picture with me..

Your smile is just so perfect to melt my heart into liquid..

But however I miss you doesn't mean I'm giving you chance..
Just forget me as what you're trying to do now as I can see =)





I know myself can't forget all these memories no matter how hard I try..
So let's treasure all these memories down under the sand and never dig it out again.. ^^

By the way..

Should be wondering why am I so free today to blog? Haha

The reason is..

I hardly could left my blog to rest in peace~ xD

And yeah.. I got no mood to study for the moment..

So yeah.. blogging to release something out =) haha!

Alright wei.. Time for studies~
Tata~

>>> Sy@n <<< ( Time : 1802 )

Time Square~

Omg..

After so long never been to Time Square..

Today I been there again..

Time Square seems to be like a new place to me.. LOL!

Not that surprise la actually..

Cause I really very long never been to Time Square already..

Recently I always loiter around Cheras area..

Hmmmm.. Again!

Today I saw so many couples sweetly walking around..

I was thinking..

I used to be like them.. But why today........ Hmmm

Wth! What for I care about them? =.=

As long my life is not lifeless.. lol

But anyhow..

I seriously wish to fill in the spaces that I have between my fingers..

It's quite miserable to be alone sometimes.. =(

oOpss.. I forgot!

Other than going to Time Square..

I did go to my school for the Ping Pong tournament in the morning..

Because I've participated as a player and also the referee for the day! =) Haha!

Although I never won in the match but at least I gained experience..

I felt the feeling of being panic before the tournament starts..

And most importantly is I had my fun =) hehe

Well..

Fun time is over again..

Now it's the time I back to my studies! =) haha!

Chiong!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

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>>> Sy@n <<<

Bertahan Nafsu..

Arghhh!

I wanna go Redang!

I wanna go there!

I wanna go here!

Unfortunately I must stay at home for this 4 months because of..

STUDIES!

Hmmm.. Study study study..

When can I come out to the society and work?

Life seriously ain't easy at all..

Wish life could be easier if I work hard..

God! Look at me!

I'm working hard here!

Please do not let me down.. =(

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>>> Sy@n <<< ( 0243 hours )

Back to the post I posted last 2 days..

Hmmmm..

Yeah I actually mentioned "I can't forgive you at all "

But at that very moment..

That anger I have with me is unexplainable..

I could not resist to the answer he gave me..

Chances have been given to u again again and again..

Why can't u put down everything and tell me the answer that I wanted?

Or u don't understand the hints I gave u?

There is a phrase for Chinese to say..

" You need me to draw out the whole picture only you know what I draw?

Hmmmmm..

But anyway anyhow..

I'm okay now..

Just think back about it..

I'm kinda stupid to think in that way.. haha!

My new life has been started..

Let it continue to move on.. ^^

And let's take back my words..

You're forgiven now .. ^^

And yeah.. Friends Forever!

I would take you as my close friend btw ^^

Live life like never had before! Weeee~

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>>> Sy@n <<< ( 11.05pm )

To a friend of mine who hurts me loads! lol

After I heard those stories from him..

I hate you even more wei..

I do not know why..

I can't forgive u at all now..

But eventually I'm still a friend of yours of course..

I just can't believe it!

Omg! I need a friend to talk about this wei..

But obviously I can't because it's a secret..

As a promised to myself..

I will never tell out secret unless its necessary for me to do so..

Huo Syan! Forget about her laaa.. Aiyo

Go for a new tree ^^ hehe

Chances are not there for you anymore as you never appreciate it..

Today I finally got my answer! haha!

I will still care for you as how I care for friends anyway..

Yeah friend.. =)

There is no other speciality about you for me anymore..

" Let the words remain unsaid "

Weeeee, Truly,

>>> Sy@n <<< ^^ ( 3.29 am )